Coming Home

Hey everyone!

It has been so long since my last post. I know, i am sorry. It has been a pretty busy and torrid time for me this summer and my SL has been put on hold whilst my RL took priority for a while.
But, as all good natured people will tell you, RL comes first. So, when needs must, we do what we must to get by,

It has not been easy to be away from all my friends and of course, most importantly, my dear Mistress Rubbergirl. Just as we were beginning to form our new relationship, with her as my new owner, we have been parted in the most cruel way.
However, the kindness and understanding that Mistress Rubbergirl has for me knows no bounds. She has always been supportive of my needs and the time i need to keep things in order.
My role as a pet though and the need to please and be close to my owner always makes it so hard to be away for any length of time. So i was elated to finally be able to see her again. The pic below, being a fine example of our joyful reunion...


I cannot wait to make up once more for the time i have lost. I know that i have a lot to do to get myself up to speed. Time moves so quickly in SL, with relationships, friends, roles and places, changing and evolving so fast.
It will be interesting to see all the things i have missed over time.

I look forward to catching up with all my friends again and i hope you will all bear with me as i do my best to continue with my blog as normal.
Hopefully, some people out there will still be interested in what i have to say. xx

Changes

Such a big couple of weeks in terms of changes and relationships. I have struggled to blog the last few days even when i have been able to be online, as i have found myself struggling to work out exactly where my role lies recently and what the future holds for me. Being able to be clear and honest about things in my blog is very important to me, so being unsure how to explain things to the world when i wasn't even sure myself has been very tricky to deal with.

My beloved Mistress Loola sent me a mail a while ago expressing her love for me but, also the unfortunate news that she will be away for sometime still with RL. I will not go to specifically into the exact details of it all. But, needless to say i was quite devastated to hear such bad news from my point of view.
But, as Mistress Loola always says, RL comes first and i am proud of her for taking the time to do what is needed for herself. Despite my sadness.

Even in her parting though, she still cares enough to plan for my care while she is away for an indefinite period. She found the time one evening, to chat with Mistress Rubbergirl, who has been so kind to me over the passing weeks, and, to put it simply, she has asked her to care for me as if i was her own pet for how ever long it may be until she returns.
Needless to say, that both myself and Mistress Rubbergirl were left flabbergasted, even if it is from very different points of view...

Mistress Loola is still intending to pop online very briefly at some point to express her wishes to me more personally and more clearly. As well as, presumably, giving Mistress Rubbergirl better access to me, by altering some of my permissions maybe.
I was at a loss for a while, wondering how to cope. Where to start? How to deal with everything and come to terms with what is going on.
Mistress Rubbergirl is fabulous and as Mistress Loola suggests, i can think of no one better to look after me. But, that made it no less shocking. Mistress Loola has moulded me into the well rounded pet i am today and to know i will not see her for such lengths that she needs to entrust my care to someone left me down for some days.
This is why my blog has faltered so much recently, as i am sure you can understand. I simply didn't know where to start as i waited for answers or tried to resolve my own feelings.

After much soul searching though, i came to realise that the only thing that truly matters to me is my Mistress and doing my best to please her and keep her happy. If she feels Mistress Rubbergirl is able to look after me, whilst she herself is unable to, then i will follow her decision. Who am i to doubt her?
I am and will always be, Mistress Loola's pet, and as soon as she does return to SL i will be back at her side quicker than you can blink. *grins*
Until then though, i am proud and honoured to have Mistress Rubbergirl as a Mistress. She is a fabulous friend, woman, Mistress and more. To be in her presence is always an honour and i am honoured that she has agreed to take care of me.

So....my days will be a little different now. The rubber room is still of course, one of my main hang outs and i still have a bed there. For which i am ever grateful! But, on top of this i now have the constant care and protection of Mistress Rubbergirl as she welcomes me into her family.
So much so, she has even been kind enough to put a bed for me in her playroom so that i also have a place to rest when i am at her abode. Below is a peek of it for your pleasure and as the days go on i hope to have more news on all the changes and more as things develop. Hopefully, things will work out nicely and as always i must thank most of all my beloved, Mistress Loola xx

The Future

It's been an interesting couple of days for me. There is a lot happening but, not all of i feel able to speak of right now. I had contact from my Mistress this week, but i am waiting to see her face to face to fully appreciate and understand the extent of everything.
I know that she cares for me no end, but that as with everyone sometimes, she has things going on far bigger than anything waiting for her in SL right now and i fully respect that.

What i do know for sure is that Mistress Loola will be away a while longer yet and the future may be a little different for me. How exactly, time will tell and i will tell you more as i can. My mind has been racing the last couple of days and it is a hard time to be a pet. The person i need most and that my whole world is centred around, is out of my reach and there is nothing i can do about it.

The saving grace as always is having people who care for me to make sure i am getting by ok. I saw Alistair last night, for the first time in a while. Although only briefly it made me feel comforted to know he is still around and asking after me.
On top of that, i spent a little time with Jessie, Miss Thina's kitten, as i have previously called her in this blog. Although things with have altered it seems into a more mutual, loving partnership. A little surprising to come back to after only about a week away, but as long as they are happy, that's the main thing.
I hope to see more of them again soon as it is always fun to bump into them in the rubber room. As it is with many of the regulars who know me there.

Mistress Rubbergirl has been taking care of me of course as well. She was looking stunning last night in a clear latex outfit which definitely caught my eye. *winks* But, i was surprised to return the other day to discover Mistress Rubbergirl has a new pet, Carly, whom, more surprisingly, has many similarities to myself. Apparently Mistress Rubbergirl made her new pet read my blog to help see if the pet's life was for her and to understand what it is all about. I blushed greatly at this it is a lovely compliment to me. I hope Carly enjoyed my words in some way and i hope she is able to find herself happiness within her new role, and be able to commit to it long term. I am sure she will try to do Mistress Rubbergirl proud.
I have noticed an increase in pets recently over the past few months. It may be just coincidence, although i could be bigheaded and claim some credit for it *flex*. I would never be so arrogant though hehe.


Anyway, i will vanish for now and give more info on my situation as soon as i can. I need to resolve it all as quickly as you may want to know *smiles*

Time

Time away, once again. RL calls and all goes on hold for a few days. But, the break may have been good in some ways to distract me a bi. I miss Mistress Loola so much that it was starting to take its toll on me. So a few day away may have been a good way to catch some breath.
But, as always i return to the place where i can be myself the most. Mistress Rubbergirl was happy to see me of course and i was even happier to take up my place in the rubber room once more. Upon my bed.

Today's post is just brief, to mark my return and show that i am still here. As the weekend progresses, hopefully i will have more to share and more to talk about. We'll see what the future holds.

Time Off

A lack of posts over the weekend. This is because a busy few days in RL gave me an enforced break for a bit, but, this may have been a good thing. It gave me some time away to relax and unwind from the worry of missing my Mistress so much.

Mistress Loola has been away for a while now and it is starting to effect my moods. This pet has definite withdrawal symptoms. Restless and lacklustre, it has been difficult recently. But, at the same time, i have faith that i will come through the other side of this period intact and strong as ever.
I know that my Mistress does care for me and that when able to she will be with me and as supportive as ever.

In the meantime, i will try and keep calm and focus on the kindness of my friends who will always be there to help me.

Friends

I have been saying thank you to people already today for their care and help in cheering me up when i have been feeling down. As well as just for being kind enough to put up with just having me around all the time in general.

A special thanks to Miss Thina whom, in response to all my talk of pictures the other day, was fantastic enough to send me the picture below.
It is a picture of myself (in red this time *winks*) getting to know her little kitten a bit better *grins*. The kitten is such a cute thing and i think she will do her Mistress proud. She seems, even in the short time i have known her, to improved her in sense of awareness and devotion.
Miss Thina is always very kind to me and as with Mistress Rubbergirl, it is an honour to be in her good books, so i hope to see more of her soon. She also has a pony now i believe *smiles*, so her stable is growing already.

While i am on the topic of friendship and support, i would be silly not to mention Alistair and Dess. Their love and friendship for my Mistress is vast like mine and so, whilst we are all sad to be apart from her, we share a mutual understanding and for that i am grateful. As they always check up on me when they can.

It has been a nice day so far and i am looking forward to seeing some of these friends later possibly, along with Mistress Rubbergirl. Hopefully, the weekend ahead will be a good one with some nice tales to tell. I feel as if my last couple of posts weren't like the usual me. Probably, because i have been feeling a bit down from missing my Mistress. Hence i have eneded up doing two today now as if to make up for it.

Maybe Mistress Loola will get some time over the weekend to find me for a little? That would have me buzzing once more! *smiles*

Silver lining

As you saw i had a down day yesterday. The lack of my Mistress is taking it's toll on me. Mistress Loola's absence does start to effect me after a while, as is obviously apparent. A pet without it's owner is a sad thing. The lost look in my eyes as i wander about being obvious to my friends who are all being so kind in their efforts to cheer me up.

That is where the silver lining comes in. *smiles* The people who know and care for are always doing their best to ensure i am feeling ok and to make me smile.
Among the crowd of course is Mistress Rubbergirl once more. Her kindness and care knows no bounds and i am always flattered that she thinks so highly of me.
She seems to treat me as if i was one of her own, despite the fact that i am not. I have met her dolls and kept her company. I have warmed her legs with my body as i sit and rest my head in her lap and she always seeks to do the best for me.

It is an honour to be so highly thought of and i am very happy that Mistress Loola asked her to keep an eye on me in her absence. I am of course longing for Mistress Loola and hope she comes back more regularly soon, but, in the meantime i am always happy to be with Mistress Rubbergirl and i hope to see more of her later.

She has learned of my passions over time and even teased me earlier by saying that she will be wearing her short dress later to show off her lovely legs that i am so fond of. It is both a pleasure and a pain to be sat so low down with such beautiful shapes filling my eyes, knowing that such pleasures are beyond the means of a pet like myself. But, i savour the fact that i get to sit so close to them and watch her closely as i smile inside my mask as my skin tingles with excitement.
I have a feeling that after building my heart rate with such a sight she will push me over the edge by blowing air into the intake valve of my mask and causing me to overload *grins*

I will be sure to let you know the outcome tomorrow *winks*