Where did the time go? How did this ever happen to me? I really have no idea. Well i do, but talking about such depressing and time consuming things is really not a good way for me to get started again.
Basically, i have missed EVERYTHING. I have missed being online, i have missed SL and most importantly i have missed Mistress Rubbergirl and everything she means to me.
I had a short absence once before, as you can see by looking at the dates of all my previous posts. From being a regular blogger, i have become nothing. A memory of things that once were, but have been lost to the sands of time.
Things move quickly in SL, this i know, and in the time i have been gone the people i knew could be married, dead, living in another version of reality, the possibilities are endless....
But, here i am. Having become as way laid by life as my original owner Mistress Loola. And how i understand the pain that can bring to the people you leave behind.
Mistress Rubbergirl has been nothing but kind to me and yet, after everything i leave her mystified and lost as to where i have been. Just as i felt a year or so ago. It's strange how things move in circles whether we want them to or not. It seems to happen all the time.
But oh i hope i can make amends.
Oh how i hope i can reagin my place and restore my reputation. Oh i hope i can win back my place in my Mistress' heart!
Having finally got myself completely locked into the control of Mistress Rubbergirl i have never been able to be stable in my home since, but it is not for anything other than rl and troubles along the way.
The person i most want to be with is here in sl, covered in rubber and decked in thigh high boots. She looks stunning every time i look up at her and the thought of being before her once more to rest my head in her lap as she sits in the rubber room, fills my heart with joy.
A joy which may be within reach, because as i log into sl for the first time in a long time, i look around the room in her home i last departed from and there in the corner, my bed still waits for me...
It's good to be home xxx
