What a week! I have returned and found myself loving being back. It has been odd as well, trying to get back into the swing of it all. Remembering how to deal with all my restrictions for one thing and the communication issues i face as a pet. Tricky to handle at the best of times, but after such a gap it's even harder.
I have had brief moments of the thing i crave the most and that is more time reuniting with Mistress Rubbergirl. Our times have been a bit off, so we have shared brief minutes together reconnecting and catching up. I think there is some uncertainty in the air occasionally from either side as we try to pick up where we left off. But the feelings are still there and that is the most important thing. Everything else can be regained.
I have some concerns for my Mistress, she seems to have some troubles on her mind and i gather that not everything has been good in my absence. I don't know all the details, but i hope she will take my presence as some solace and that i can make her happier now. It's the least i can do. Surely that's the whole reason for keeping a pet? We make people happy by our very presence! :P
My return thus far has mainly been confined to Mistress Rubbergirl's house, so i am still looking forward to seeing more of the world again and catching up with old friends.
With that in mind, Mistress took me out for a little run around today for the first time in a long time! I got to stretch my legs and run around MD for a little while before being taken to explore our old haunt the rubber room.
It has changed immensely and i cannot wait to see it full of people later on as it was empty at the time. Luckily i have been left there for now by my Mistress so i may explore a little more in my own time. In fact, i think i'll go do that right now! See you in there ;) xx
Saturday 5 November 2011
Saturday 29 October 2011
The best laid plans..
Where did the time go? How did this ever happen to me? I really have no idea. Well i do, but talking about such depressing and time consuming things is really not a good way for me to get started again.
Basically, i have missed EVERYTHING. I have missed being online, i have missed SL and most importantly i have missed Mistress Rubbergirl and everything she means to me.
I had a short absence once before, as you can see by looking at the dates of all my previous posts. From being a regular blogger, i have become nothing. A memory of things that once were, but have been lost to the sands of time.
Things move quickly in SL, this i know, and in the time i have been gone the people i knew could be married, dead, living in another version of reality, the possibilities are endless....
But, here i am. Having become as way laid by life as my original owner Mistress Loola. And how i understand the pain that can bring to the people you leave behind.
Mistress Rubbergirl has been nothing but kind to me and yet, after everything i leave her mystified and lost as to where i have been. Just as i felt a year or so ago. It's strange how things move in circles whether we want them to or not. It seems to happen all the time.
But oh i hope i can make amends.
Oh how i hope i can reagin my place and restore my reputation. Oh i hope i can win back my place in my Mistress' heart!
Having finally got myself completely locked into the control of Mistress Rubbergirl i have never been able to be stable in my home since, but it is not for anything other than rl and troubles along the way.
The person i most want to be with is here in sl, covered in rubber and decked in thigh high boots. She looks stunning every time i look up at her and the thought of being before her once more to rest my head in her lap as she sits in the rubber room, fills my heart with joy.
A joy which may be within reach, because as i log into sl for the first time in a long time, i look around the room in her home i last departed from and there in the corner, my bed still waits for me...
It's good to be home xxx
Basically, i have missed EVERYTHING. I have missed being online, i have missed SL and most importantly i have missed Mistress Rubbergirl and everything she means to me.
I had a short absence once before, as you can see by looking at the dates of all my previous posts. From being a regular blogger, i have become nothing. A memory of things that once were, but have been lost to the sands of time.
Things move quickly in SL, this i know, and in the time i have been gone the people i knew could be married, dead, living in another version of reality, the possibilities are endless....
But, here i am. Having become as way laid by life as my original owner Mistress Loola. And how i understand the pain that can bring to the people you leave behind.
Mistress Rubbergirl has been nothing but kind to me and yet, after everything i leave her mystified and lost as to where i have been. Just as i felt a year or so ago. It's strange how things move in circles whether we want them to or not. It seems to happen all the time.
But oh i hope i can make amends.
Oh how i hope i can reagin my place and restore my reputation. Oh i hope i can win back my place in my Mistress' heart!
Having finally got myself completely locked into the control of Mistress Rubbergirl i have never been able to be stable in my home since, but it is not for anything other than rl and troubles along the way.
The person i most want to be with is here in sl, covered in rubber and decked in thigh high boots. She looks stunning every time i look up at her and the thought of being before her once more to rest my head in her lap as she sits in the rubber room, fills my heart with joy.
A joy which may be within reach, because as i log into sl for the first time in a long time, i look around the room in her home i last departed from and there in the corner, my bed still waits for me...
It's good to be home xxx
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