Self Aware

Once again, the evil aspects of SL came into play recently. The rubber room sim was down when i logged in the other day and as such i ended up moved to some adult social hub in the meantime.

For most people this is a minor inconvenience who will then go elsewhere, or return to their home, once their sim is fixed.

When you are a simple pet though, reliant on your Mistress. This can be a bit more of an issue. My teleport abilities are restricted in every way. Only my Mistress can teleport me to where ever she may be. So when i get booted to a random location....I am stuck. At least until my Mistress logs in to bring me back to her.

But, as stressful as this can be at first. I always try and make the most of it. I try to explore where ever i end up and maybe even mingle a bit, in the hope of meeting some friendly people who have a moment to pamper a pet for a moment with some fuss.

You do see some strange people in these places. Shouting or bumping into people for example. But, my saving grace is that i am locked safely away in my mask and all my other bindings. So that no one can hurt me anyway. I am secured away for my Mistress, which fills me happiness. Plus, this is when IM restriction can feel quite nice as i don't have to worry about any strangers spamming me as it has no effect *winks* Life as a pet has it's bonuses.

Logging back in yesterday though, to find my Mistress already on line for once was a happy experience. It has been rare over the past week that she has been on so early and it is always a plus to spend even a minute of extra time with her. So it was a lovely evening.

Mistress Loola, summoned me too her and i found myself accompanying her in some fetish club we have never visited before. With various shops attached to it.

I took my place by my Mistress and purred happily as this is where i feel the happiest. Sat beside her beautiful figure and watching her closely as i savour every second in her presence.

On arriving Mistress altered my colour scheme to red. I think, so that i match her outfit, although red was also a main colour in the club. Either way, it is thrilling when she has such freedom to alter me as she wishes. I am just her pet to do with as she wishes and nothing makes me happier than being able to please her.

Mistress Loola said that after my arrival the number of IMs she got shot up and that she was suddenly very popular.

I take this as an immense compliment, although it is all due to my Mistress i think if people are impressed with me. She is the one who has helped me look so good, as she controls my image and set the rules by which i live. I merely do my best to abide by her and live up to her high standards. So, if i am able to impress people in doing so, then i am all the happy.

Mistress eventually allowed me to explore the club a little while she was busy. So, i gratefully wondered around and scuttled between all the dancers. Taking in the sights and peeking at the shops. All the time keeping one eye on my Mistress of course incase she needs me. But, i did not venture for too long, or too far, as i cannot bear to be from my Mistress for too long as she the centre of my world and all that i revolve around. Soon i trotted home and took my place with her once more and i beamed brightly as Mistress gave me a little pet for being good. *grins*

The other day i mentioned here how Mistress was planning to take my final freedom away next week some time. To complete my final step into being the complete pet for her.

After dwelling on this for quite some time, i believed i had thought of what this final action may be and when i discussed it with Mistress Loola, my fantasies it seems will become reality as she confirmed my theory with a smile.

Despite every restriction i have i am still self aware and able to see the world as many others do. Even if i don't know names and things, the visual aspect stays the same.

Soon however, Mistress will enforce the HUD onto my mask, restricting my view of the world as well and making me see the world through a pets eyes. When i look to Mistress, she will be all i see. The focus of everything and my own appearance and self will become unimportant. As Mistress puts it, she will become my identity as i lose the last thing that makes me independent and i become even more reliant on her. I will live for nothing else than to be her perfect pet and as i gazing up at her through the lenses of my mask will be the thing that keeps me focused and makes me happy. Mistress Loola is all i need to think about and i am happy to do so *smiles*

Attention

It has been an interesting time since Mistress Loola altered my colour scheme and overhauled my image. I always manage to get attention when mingling in the rubber room or elsewhere due to the way i express myself with my emotes. But, yesterday the main thing i noticed was people inspecting my new look and investigating this pet, perhaps, a little closer than before.

Those that know me, such as Claudia, Davis and a few other RR regulars, were quick to compliment me on finally having my tail and being a more complete animal. For which, i am very happy that people take such notice of me. It is very rewarding.

At one point though, for example, i was sat on the edge of the dance floor. Sitting beside my friend Claudia and watching the world go, when two ladies dressed in long black flowing outfits gathered in front of me. Sometimes, you just know you are the focus of a conversation and i immediately went on full alert, sitting up proudly as i felt myself being inspected.

The two ladies looked me over, maybe talking amongst themselves for all i know. But, in public the one was kind enough to say to the other that i was a very well made pet. To which the other lady heartily agreed.

I sat up on my hind legs in greeting and made an effort to impress. Thanking them for the compliment. Sure that my Mistress would be proud of the attention i am getting her.

As the one lady sat down on the floor to look at me closer, i learnt that it was Lady Sylvanas who as my memory serves me is often found in the rubber room and i felt extremely happy to have caught her attention. She inspected me on the same eye level and I stayed obediently still throughout the whole process of course as the world went on around me.

You never know who is watching you, or talking about you and since i bear my Mistress' name upon me, i must always set a high standard. As not only do i want her to be well thought of. But, i of course want my Mistress to be proud of me too.

Happy Days

Oh how happy i am today. Words cannot quite express the feeling of excitement, exhilaration and appreciation i have for my situation right now.

Mistress Loola was in fine form tonight despite having been kept away for a few days again.

When she arrived she was gracious enough to finally grant me my tail! Yes, i am finally complete! This pet has earned her stripes so to speak and i am a very happy bunny (even though i a not a bunny at all. Although anythings possible *wink*).

Mistress filled my tail with various scripts so that not only can she control the colour of it along with my other items, but it also alters my name in chat, so that i appear as 'Loola's Pet' when emoting in public and this little feature makes me purr very loudly as it just yet another way in which people can see i am hers and nothing else. Another item on the long list of things that all stack up to show the world how much i adore my Mistress and willing to give up everything for her. My name is unimportant is i am merely Mistress Loola's property and i could no be happier.

To top off this momentous occasion, Mistress took me shopping to get various skins of different colours to complete her ability to control my look at the slightest whim. After being instructed to put all these skins in my RLV folder, Mistress is able to access them easily and with her matching colour scripts in my mask, hair and tail. The chosen colour scheme can be completed in a moments notice. *grins*

For an immediate change and test of it's ability i have been transformed into a pink pet tonight. Bright pink, all over and ready to make heads turn *winks* Pink is my favourite colour, so i am actually doubly happy to be looking this way and i can't wait to see some of my friends in my new outfit. I am sure they will be impressed.

To add the finishing touch Mistress also bought me a harness to wear, as she is looking for little ways to distinguish me from any dolls that she has. So i am wearing nothing but my latex skin, whilst being buckled into my little harness. Like the little animal that i am.

Although i have been quite restricted already in my life as her pet, now that i am fully looking the part Mistress went through all my permissions as i sat there purring in my new image and she did not hesitate in ensuring that i am locked away and restricted exactly as her pet should be and as i sate gazing up at her in appreciation of all that she had already done for me this night, i saw the following list of restrictions applied to me in a wall of text floating by:

Using inventory has been disabled

Editing objects has been disabled

Rezzing objects has been disabled

Reading notecards has been disabled

Loola's Pet purrs

Sitting on far away objects has beed disabled

Standing up has been disabled

Sitting on objects restricted

Flying has been restricted

IM's and TP this sub is now enabled for you

Teleport using landmark has been restricted

Teleport using map has been restricted

Loola's Pet feels her body tingling as she lets all control slip away from her

Loola's Pet bites her lip as she gazes on her Mistress and thinks how lucky she is right now

A resident: next week I'll take your last freedom away

As you can see from that, i am completely reliant on my Mistress and i am encased fully into my pet life. I cannot interact as a human can in any way, and as you see from the little comment Mistress Loola made at the end, next week i will have my last freedom taken from me...

I am not actually sure what this. I am thrilled and excited at the prospect of giving up yet more of myself to Mistress Loola, as i long to make her happy, but, i sat there trying to think of what this could be. Only time will tell and i am sure it will be fun finding out. Until then, i will enjoy my days as i am and look forward with a sense of trepidation and excitement to that moment.

I am truly on cloud nine right now. So happy that i am making strides to becoming a fully formed pet for Mistress and loving the fact that i am totally in her control. In fact more so with each passing day.

I love my Mistress and am so grateful to her, for treating me this well and helping to make me the be best i can. I only hope i will continue to make her happy and i will do everything in my power to do so.

Thank you Mistress, i am yours forever.

Oh, and p.s.

On a side note Mistress even said she may treat me to some rubber paws in the near future to go with my outfit and i can't stop tingling at the thought! Here's to the future *grins*

Breaking Boundaries

I had more visitors today. Which is always exciting. My fame seems to precede me these days and when Alistair came to see me again today he brought with him a beautiful young lady this time, by the name of Water.

Her appearance was indeed stunning and i sat blushing slightly as she informed me that after hearing of me, she would like to read my blog and learn a little more about what makes me tick and what makes such a relationship work. Between Mistress and her pet, as well as what it is that i gain from it all, why i do what i do.

At least i think that is what she is hoping for. From what i can gather and most of it may be wrong, she is not too familiar with the fetish world and bdsm. So, i am guessing that by reading my experiences maybe and learning more about what drives people such as myself she may gain a better understanding of the world to see if it is one that is not quite so scary as she may have been made to believe.

Well, who am i to preach or even believe i could have such an impact? All i do know for certain is that i had a great time meeting her and hanging out with the two of them. It is always fun to interact with friendly people and i did my best to impress with my affection and obedience. Showing the world as always how i try to make everyone happy. Because if i do so, then there is a chance my Mistress will be happy with me too and that is worth everything to me.

I am looking forward to meeting the girl once more as i get the feeling there may be some interesting questions ahead. But, in the meantime i hope she has fun reading my blog *waves* and i am sure my Mistress will be pleased that my words may be of some use. As it was her idea for me to make all of this public in the first place. She is the one who should take all the credit for anyone being impressed by me as it is her that inspires me and pushes me on to greater things.

I am thinking of you Mistress *smiles*

Keeping busy

Sitting alone in the wilderness will usually do one of two things to you.....Drive you crazy, or, in my case motivate me into doing all sorts of random things to keep yourself occupied. Which is how i ended up working on my blog in detail and coming up with things to make it more interesting. As well as trying to get people ever closer to the real me *winks*

It is partly Cinn's fault that i got so carried away, although little did i know when she gave me some ideas the other night, that Mistress Loola would then provide me with the perfect oppurtunity to work on them.

Before logging for the night Mistress decided to drop me off on an island near one of her vendors, so i could stretch my legs a bit and wander around. Which, i have done a fair bit of in her absence...I found what seems to be an abandoned club as well as some shops. Which did hold mt attention for a bit, when i realised the TV's for sale in one of them had porn channels *blush*

But, after a few hours with no one else to be seen anywhere i decided to get a head start on my blog, which turned into something else entirely *smiles*

Since i decided recently i was going to try and use more pictures in my blog, i have set up a new picasa account for any random pics from my adventures. But, to have everything nicely connected with my blog here, i had to make a few changes to my account....

So, from now on, my blog is to be found at www.loolaspet.blogspot.com which i think is actually a far more apt address anyway, as that is how people think of me and how i wish to be perceived. I dearly hope Mistress approves of my work, as it is all in an effort to please her and to hopefully give more depth to my work.

I will try therefore to make the most of all these new toys and hope you all enjoy them as much as i enjoy putting it all in place for you. *winks*

Later on, as time moved on i had a visitor to my rural playground in the form of Alistair. A good friend to Mistress Loola and someone who seems to have taken a liking to me over the last week or so.

I often encounter him (i am sure i am chased *grins*) but, it is always fun to get together as he is attentive and caring. Paying attention to my emotes and also reading my blog it seems. I often wonder why he sits sometimes for long periods beside me and talks to me about various things, as i am not necessarily the best conversation. It must get a little one sided for him. But, he seems to enjoy having me there. Paying attention, obediently listening in.

Of course, i would be lying if i said i did not enjoy it too. It is touching to know that people think of me, even if i am not the most talkative creature *smiles* But, i purr a lot to make up for it!

He even pulled up a chair and sat with me near Mistress vendor, stroking my hair and patting me. I was most impressed and excited when he got me to play fetch too. Being outside really does have its benefits *winks*

Anyway, we sat and communicated for a large chunk of the night, both hoping that my Mistress might appear to say hello. But, it was not to be and RL kept her away from me once more. I will not be phased though as i am hers no matter what and she has stuck with me, through far worse.

Being a good pet, means being able to wait and have the devotion to your Mistress at all time, no matter where she may be and that is something i will always aim to excel at *winks*

Patience

Just a short post today as i have not been quite so active. Mistress Loola is still a very busy lady and as such i must remain patient for her attention. In fact. even though i have been told i have earned it already i am still patiently waiting for my tail. Yes, i still have nothing for people for tug or step on *smiles* but it will be worth the wait.
On the bright side i got to pose in a picture that Mistress was taking as part of the artwork for the design on her new mask vendor. She is working hard as always and it is nice to know i get to be of some use. Even if i am just sitting still. *winks*

I got to bond a little more with my sis today. A doll Mistress owns called Cinn. She is very interesting and helpful. Busy working on her ideas, building and playing with things. Far cleverer than i ever could be. But, we match in some ways. We both hold our Mistress in the highest regard and are here purely just to make her happy.
Cinn is one step ahead of me, in that Mistress has adapted her outfit so that she can change the colour of all the items on her at any moment, remotely, so that she can change her dolls appearance in the blink of an eye to suit her mood.
My mask and hair have already been adjusted to do this recently as well, but i am waiting for the finishing touches on my other items before the work is complete. But, it is a brilliant concept and i love the fact that it gives Mistress even more control and freedom over her belongings. She can change us as and when she wants.
In fact, at the start of the night Cinn was all in orange, but, when Mistress had to pop off for a moment she changed her to all black to match me so that we bond and get to know each other in her absence. A pair of little black twins.
I can't wait to be so adapt *smiles*

Commitment & Fun

It has been a funny couple days. Trapped in a very isolated location due to the RR sim being down when i logged in and with no TP possible i had to wait patiently for Mistress Loola to log back in to rescue me.
Which of course, she did and i am now sitting happily in the rubber room again. Mingling with all the people till her next return. She has been very busy recently and not here so much. But, i do not mind. RL is important and Mistress is always worth the wait. She puts up with me after all *winks*

Anyway recently i have noticed more and more that people seem very much to desrire pets such as myself. I do not mean this as a big headed statement. More just an observation.
When i socialise as a pet without my Mistress, after a short while 9 times out of 10 people ask me where do they find such nice pets as myself. Or check my collar and mask to see if i can be tampered with. There is always jokes about the fact that Mistress is wise to keep me safely locked up or numerous people might infact try to kidnap me! *grins*
Generally people get tempted by my behaviour. Whether it is my commitment to my role maybe i am not sure. But there is always people who want a little more of this pet. I find it a compliment of course. But, it also has me wondering are they really so many bad pets or subs out there that people crave ones that already locked up. I have always thought there were more subs then doms in SL but it seems that quality over rules quantity, as with anything. So maybe a little more devotion is required out there from people wanting to be owned.
A little devotion goes a long way i believe, and in time it will get you noticed *smiles*

On a separate more personal note, i ended my day in the rubber room last night as usual and met the cutest girl i have encountered for a while. She was covered head to toe in rubber and adorned in one of my Mistress' masks. Which was one of the reasons i approached her.
I gave her some of my nuzzling charm, rubbing against her legs and purring in greeting and evolved from there. She is most impressed with Mistress Loola's work and loves her new mask deeply. She even fitted the same rebreather attachment as i currently have on in order to match me better as we bonded. She sat down on the floor to my level as i enjoyed the affection she gave me. Stroking my ears and running her hands through my hair, she was gentle and tender whilst trying to learn more of me and also inspecting the rubber room.
I do not believe i have seen her there before, so maybe she is new to the area. As always though i cannot be sure. I am just a humble pet after all. We ended up giggling away and passing out from a lack of oxygen as i rubbed the nozzle of my mask against her leg so much she couldn't stop laughing and i also lost control. It's punishing to get out of breath in such an outfit *grins*
Anyway, i hope very much to see my new play buddy again. We really hit it off, even if i can't speak to her directly, i felt a kinship there in our desires and hope she felt the same.

Here is to more adventures and to making new friends *winks*