Tuesday 8 December 2009

Melina

Today i created my blog and started work on updating it as necessary. It is most exciting knowing that my Mistress wishes me to do this for her. I feel truly honoured. I hope over time, it will become better and better. I hope as i go along to add some pictures too and help give people a visual aid to life in my world.
This afternoon i wandered round the rubber room, sniffing the people and listening in on their conversations. Since i do not know how to tp or use landmarks i am left to wait at which ever location Mistress Loola leaves me at until she arrives and as i cannot see the names of people, i have no idea of who they are until someone speaks to them by name.
Melina, one of the rubber room dancers is often around and has taken a liking to me it seems. More than once over the last few days she has petted me and made feel appreciated for my behaviour.
I was nuzzling the legs of a lady i discovered was called Aleitha and purring happily as she commented on what a good pet i was, that Melina felt the need to come over to play with me too.
She is very kind to me, even kneeling down to my level in order to be able to stroke me better and look me in the eyes. It fills me with delight when strangers take a liking to me and seem to respect my role in life. Understanding what i am there for. Many people ignore me, which is all part of being a pet. I am not there like a person. I can be easily ignored and i have no complaints over it at all. I am just an animal. But, it means when some people do take the time to reach down and pet me i love it even more so. I see who in this world is kind and affectionate and who likes to play with creatures like myself.
So when someone like Melina plays with me it is a very special and exciting time. I sit up on my hind legs hoping for more fuss and nuzzle and sniff her with a thankful purr. I tingled with pleasure today as she played with my hair and petted me happily. Her best trick is when she leans in to breath on the lenses of my gasmask to steam them up and then writes her initials on them with her finger. It has me wriggling in pleasure and purring louder than ever, and as i roll to allow her to tickle my tummy she kissed the lense of my mask. Her lips pushing the mask into my skin and filling my view with such a beautiful sight.
I hope that behaving and pleasing residents of the area that treat me with respect will always be appreciated by Mistress. When she is not around it is her name i represent and her name above my head. This fills me with a sense of unequaled pride and i hope by impressing others and behaving well, they will in turn think well of my Mistress and be jealous that she has such a lovely pet. It is just a dream, but hopefully one i can work on.

Later in the day i did get to spend some time with my Mistress. i felt so happy as she appeared in the room and i bounded up to greet her and be with her immediately. She is the reason i have such a good life.
After a little fuss and some kind words. I took my place at Mistress Loola's feet as she sat and chatted with other people and socialised. Occasionally some people would pat me or show affection, but i had the feeling much of it was done with Mistress Loola's permission. I cannot explain it exactly, but i felt like she was watching over me. I feel safe and relaxed when lying at her boots. I know where i am in the world and i am with the one person who can understand me. It is something that makes me so proud and i love of every second of my time with her. Even if nothing is said and i just sit next to her. I am where i should be and there if she needs me. That is all that matters.

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