Friday, 29 June 2012
Saturday, 5 November 2011
Little pleasures :)
What a week! I have returned and found myself loving being back. It has been odd as well, trying to get back into the swing of it all. Remembering how to deal with all my restrictions for one thing and the communication issues i face as a pet. Tricky to handle at the best of times, but after such a gap it's even harder.
I have had brief moments of the thing i crave the most and that is more time reuniting with Mistress Rubbergirl. Our times have been a bit off, so we have shared brief minutes together reconnecting and catching up. I think there is some uncertainty in the air occasionally from either side as we try to pick up where we left off. But the feelings are still there and that is the most important thing. Everything else can be regained.
I have some concerns for my Mistress, she seems to have some troubles on her mind and i gather that not everything has been good in my absence. I don't know all the details, but i hope she will take my presence as some solace and that i can make her happier now. It's the least i can do. Surely that's the whole reason for keeping a pet? We make people happy by our very presence! :P
My return thus far has mainly been confined to Mistress Rubbergirl's house, so i am still looking forward to seeing more of the world again and catching up with old friends.
With that in mind, Mistress took me out for a little run around today for the first time in a long time! I got to stretch my legs and run around MD for a little while before being taken to explore our old haunt the rubber room.
It has changed immensely and i cannot wait to see it full of people later on as it was empty at the time. Luckily i have been left there for now by my Mistress so i may explore a little more in my own time. In fact, i think i'll go do that right now! See you in there ;) xx
I have had brief moments of the thing i crave the most and that is more time reuniting with Mistress Rubbergirl. Our times have been a bit off, so we have shared brief minutes together reconnecting and catching up. I think there is some uncertainty in the air occasionally from either side as we try to pick up where we left off. But the feelings are still there and that is the most important thing. Everything else can be regained.
I have some concerns for my Mistress, she seems to have some troubles on her mind and i gather that not everything has been good in my absence. I don't know all the details, but i hope she will take my presence as some solace and that i can make her happier now. It's the least i can do. Surely that's the whole reason for keeping a pet? We make people happy by our very presence! :P
My return thus far has mainly been confined to Mistress Rubbergirl's house, so i am still looking forward to seeing more of the world again and catching up with old friends.
With that in mind, Mistress took me out for a little run around today for the first time in a long time! I got to stretch my legs and run around MD for a little while before being taken to explore our old haunt the rubber room.
It has changed immensely and i cannot wait to see it full of people later on as it was empty at the time. Luckily i have been left there for now by my Mistress so i may explore a little more in my own time. In fact, i think i'll go do that right now! See you in there ;) xx
Saturday, 29 October 2011
The best laid plans..
Where did the time go? How did this ever happen to me? I really have no idea. Well i do, but talking about such depressing and time consuming things is really not a good way for me to get started again.
Basically, i have missed EVERYTHING. I have missed being online, i have missed SL and most importantly i have missed Mistress Rubbergirl and everything she means to me.
I had a short absence once before, as you can see by looking at the dates of all my previous posts. From being a regular blogger, i have become nothing. A memory of things that once were, but have been lost to the sands of time.
Things move quickly in SL, this i know, and in the time i have been gone the people i knew could be married, dead, living in another version of reality, the possibilities are endless....
But, here i am. Having become as way laid by life as my original owner Mistress Loola. And how i understand the pain that can bring to the people you leave behind.
Mistress Rubbergirl has been nothing but kind to me and yet, after everything i leave her mystified and lost as to where i have been. Just as i felt a year or so ago. It's strange how things move in circles whether we want them to or not. It seems to happen all the time.
But oh i hope i can make amends.
Oh how i hope i can reagin my place and restore my reputation. Oh i hope i can win back my place in my Mistress' heart!
Having finally got myself completely locked into the control of Mistress Rubbergirl i have never been able to be stable in my home since, but it is not for anything other than rl and troubles along the way.
The person i most want to be with is here in sl, covered in rubber and decked in thigh high boots. She looks stunning every time i look up at her and the thought of being before her once more to rest my head in her lap as she sits in the rubber room, fills my heart with joy.
A joy which may be within reach, because as i log into sl for the first time in a long time, i look around the room in her home i last departed from and there in the corner, my bed still waits for me...
It's good to be home xxx
Basically, i have missed EVERYTHING. I have missed being online, i have missed SL and most importantly i have missed Mistress Rubbergirl and everything she means to me.
I had a short absence once before, as you can see by looking at the dates of all my previous posts. From being a regular blogger, i have become nothing. A memory of things that once were, but have been lost to the sands of time.
Things move quickly in SL, this i know, and in the time i have been gone the people i knew could be married, dead, living in another version of reality, the possibilities are endless....
But, here i am. Having become as way laid by life as my original owner Mistress Loola. And how i understand the pain that can bring to the people you leave behind.
Mistress Rubbergirl has been nothing but kind to me and yet, after everything i leave her mystified and lost as to where i have been. Just as i felt a year or so ago. It's strange how things move in circles whether we want them to or not. It seems to happen all the time.
But oh i hope i can make amends.
Oh how i hope i can reagin my place and restore my reputation. Oh i hope i can win back my place in my Mistress' heart!
Having finally got myself completely locked into the control of Mistress Rubbergirl i have never been able to be stable in my home since, but it is not for anything other than rl and troubles along the way.
The person i most want to be with is here in sl, covered in rubber and decked in thigh high boots. She looks stunning every time i look up at her and the thought of being before her once more to rest my head in her lap as she sits in the rubber room, fills my heart with joy.
A joy which may be within reach, because as i log into sl for the first time in a long time, i look around the room in her home i last departed from and there in the corner, my bed still waits for me...
It's good to be home xxx
Wednesday, 29 September 2010
Useless
Finally a post......It seems that the more i try to return & devote my time to where my heart belongs. Here in SL. The more i am torn away.
After the delights of a brief return in August, it became impossible to keep things up as i used to. My heart & soul lie in being the pet i have always been, and yet, the times when i used to spend many days & hours revelling in that role have long gone.
RL tears me away more & more, just as it did with my beloved Mistress Loola. Even though i know RL comes first & that i must do what i have to. It makes it no easier to take & miss my home here in SL.
The worst element of course, is knowing how much i let down those that need & care for me.
Mistress Rubbergirl has been magnificent over the whole course of this year, but every time i hope to impress her & settle by her side, the dreams are scuppered and as such i let her down again.
Apologies Mistress for being such an absent pet, and apologies to anyone who wanders where i am, or what i am up to.
I still think on you all & hope to see you again, but, maybe my times are changing? Maybe, i will have to alter my expectations or commitments in someway, so as not to disappoint myself & or my Mistress, by pledging more than i can deliver in this difficult time of transition.
Who knows? Not i right now, that's for sure.
Thinking of you all xx
After the delights of a brief return in August, it became impossible to keep things up as i used to. My heart & soul lie in being the pet i have always been, and yet, the times when i used to spend many days & hours revelling in that role have long gone.
RL tears me away more & more, just as it did with my beloved Mistress Loola. Even though i know RL comes first & that i must do what i have to. It makes it no easier to take & miss my home here in SL.
The worst element of course, is knowing how much i let down those that need & care for me.
Mistress Rubbergirl has been magnificent over the whole course of this year, but every time i hope to impress her & settle by her side, the dreams are scuppered and as such i let her down again.
Apologies Mistress for being such an absent pet, and apologies to anyone who wanders where i am, or what i am up to.
I still think on you all & hope to see you again, but, maybe my times are changing? Maybe, i will have to alter my expectations or commitments in someway, so as not to disappoint myself & or my Mistress, by pledging more than i can deliver in this difficult time of transition.
Who knows? Not i right now, that's for sure.
Thinking of you all xx
Wednesday, 1 September 2010
Control & Ownership
Such a good day was had on Monday. I got to spend a long time in the company of my Mistress and how she has been to me.
Mistress Rubbergirl has been kind enough to take the time with me to sort out my cuffs, collar, locks, mask etc. as they were all still locked by Mistress Loola. This was because it was always intended after Mistress Loola's departure that she would hop online at some point to pass any keys over etc over to Mistress Rubbergirl and grant her full control over me.
Unfortunately, Mistress Loola has been laden more heavily with RL than hoped and as such, this never happened. It was not enough to stop my loyalty and servitude to Mistress Rubbergirl however as even locked securely away inside my suit i was still able to grant her my affection and love and i was always happy with the rewards i was given.
Over the course of time though this has obviously been something of a niggling issue and in order to be able to truly feel secure in my place and to prove my loyalty and devotion to Mistress Rubbergirl, it is only right to get my locks and ownership in order. For her happiness and for mine too.
So...it took a while, but, after much fiddling and relogging, i am now happily under the lock and key of Mistress Rubbergirl and it is a wonderful feeling.
To know that i have such a good owner and to realise how lucky i am to be under her watchful eye. Mistress Rubbergirl has always been there for me, at every turn and i will do my utmost to please her. She is now the centre of everything and i am always happy to be by her side. It is good to know where i belong and what is expected of me and so my devotion to my Mistress will no no bounds as i aim to do my best by her.
Here is to the coming weeks and the fun that hopefully lies ahead. xx
Mistress Rubbergirl has been kind enough to take the time with me to sort out my cuffs, collar, locks, mask etc. as they were all still locked by Mistress Loola. This was because it was always intended after Mistress Loola's departure that she would hop online at some point to pass any keys over etc over to Mistress Rubbergirl and grant her full control over me.
Unfortunately, Mistress Loola has been laden more heavily with RL than hoped and as such, this never happened. It was not enough to stop my loyalty and servitude to Mistress Rubbergirl however as even locked securely away inside my suit i was still able to grant her my affection and love and i was always happy with the rewards i was given.
Over the course of time though this has obviously been something of a niggling issue and in order to be able to truly feel secure in my place and to prove my loyalty and devotion to Mistress Rubbergirl, it is only right to get my locks and ownership in order. For her happiness and for mine too.
So...it took a while, but, after much fiddling and relogging, i am now happily under the lock and key of Mistress Rubbergirl and it is a wonderful feeling.
To know that i have such a good owner and to realise how lucky i am to be under her watchful eye. Mistress Rubbergirl has always been there for me, at every turn and i will do my utmost to please her. She is now the centre of everything and i am always happy to be by her side. It is good to know where i belong and what is expected of me and so my devotion to my Mistress will no no bounds as i aim to do my best by her.
Here is to the coming weeks and the fun that hopefully lies ahead. xx
Sunday, 29 August 2010
Coming Home
Hey everyone!
It has been so long since my last post. I know, i am sorry. It has been a pretty busy and torrid time for me this summer and my SL has been put on hold whilst my RL took priority for a while.
But, as all good natured people will tell you, RL comes first. So, when needs must, we do what we must to get by,
It has not been easy to be away from all my friends and of course, most importantly, my dear Mistress Rubbergirl. Just as we were beginning to form our new relationship, with her as my new owner, we have been parted in the most cruel way.
However, the kindness and understanding that Mistress Rubbergirl has for me knows no bounds. She has always been supportive of my needs and the time i need to keep things in order.
My role as a pet though and the need to please and be close to my owner always makes it so hard to be away for any length of time. So i was elated to finally be able to see her again. The pic below, being a fine example of our joyful reunion...
I cannot wait to make up once more for the time i have lost. I know that i have a lot to do to get myself up to speed. Time moves so quickly in SL, with relationships, friends, roles and places, changing and evolving so fast.
It will be interesting to see all the things i have missed over time.
I look forward to catching up with all my friends again and i hope you will all bear with me as i do my best to continue with my blog as normal.
Hopefully, some people out there will still be interested in what i have to say. xx
It has been so long since my last post. I know, i am sorry. It has been a pretty busy and torrid time for me this summer and my SL has been put on hold whilst my RL took priority for a while.
But, as all good natured people will tell you, RL comes first. So, when needs must, we do what we must to get by,
It has not been easy to be away from all my friends and of course, most importantly, my dear Mistress Rubbergirl. Just as we were beginning to form our new relationship, with her as my new owner, we have been parted in the most cruel way.
However, the kindness and understanding that Mistress Rubbergirl has for me knows no bounds. She has always been supportive of my needs and the time i need to keep things in order.
My role as a pet though and the need to please and be close to my owner always makes it so hard to be away for any length of time. So i was elated to finally be able to see her again. The pic below, being a fine example of our joyful reunion...
I cannot wait to make up once more for the time i have lost. I know that i have a lot to do to get myself up to speed. Time moves so quickly in SL, with relationships, friends, roles and places, changing and evolving so fast.
It will be interesting to see all the things i have missed over time.
I look forward to catching up with all my friends again and i hope you will all bear with me as i do my best to continue with my blog as normal.
Hopefully, some people out there will still be interested in what i have to say. xx
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